from JahiLiyah to IsLam...

I have much hard if not busy times these days
that i have to find a day or night
just to write what I'm thinking and feeling
through something kind of DiaRy

I'm often thinking and feeling...

When I'm about to sleep
I'm bothered
with lotsa stuffs around
disturbing my life

I've seen much crime
I've seen much sins
I've seen much sadness
I've seen much injustice

I'm thinking
I can get over it for a while
while I sleep

When I wake up from sleep
I'm bothered still
with the same lotsa stuffs
disturbing my life

I've seen ...
~ people cry for and suffer from injustice
they're hurt
when they starve to death
when they drop out from schools
when they have to kill their own children even themselves
owing to poverty and no money

when they have to see themselves homeless
owing to be sent away from homes for no reason
but one i.e.capitalistic interests

when they commit sins
such as adultery (free sex), drugs, and abortion

when they feel secured,happy and fine in their troubles around
while in the eyz of Allah and His deen (Islam), they're in huge troubles
and these troubles around are an eYeSoRe
that is something unpleasant to look at

when they think of people who're aware of this eyesore
and give them option to implement ISLAM whole heartedly
in all aspects of life
as strangers needed to be hunted like terrorists at every hand
when they think of people who're against Allah's laws/ shari'a
and strive to get their fellows to sink deeper into much sins
through the KUFR life style,and way of life
as common people needed to be well-understood

~ people die for help ..being massacred by the evils of humanity
~ people do nothing while the world needs for urgent help
to get it out from the whole crises

I was a bad selfish one
the one merely busy with her own personal stuffs
Having learned Islam by doing it insha Allah,
Islam leads me to have my Voice of Islam (VOI)

that is :

my Lord is Allah.He is my armour and best friend
my prophet SAW is Muhammad PBUH.he is my hero
my Qur'an is my guidance
my deen is my weapon
the world as well as mine is my aquarium
muslims are my brothers and sisters
the ummah is my body~when one of whom is hurt,it'll hurt me too
the enemies of Allah and of muslims are my enemies
the caliphate is my state
a caliph is my imam
shariah is my laws
my life is nothing but a soul waiting for akhiraat
my scarf is my respect
my hijab is my dress
my musala is my comfort
my family is my love and support

Post Script...

for those who knew me in the past
they may think of me as a different one they knew
whether they like it or not
Now that I commit to my new different life
I have to take any consequences
No matter what people say about the option
taken by people of my ilk...
I do not care of what they think and say
as long as Allah cares about me
What i feel and think now
comes very deep in the heart
and I think what happens to this ummah is kind of an EyEsoRe..
something unpleasant to look at
but we have to care and think about it and the solution
This eyesore needs for Change
i.e.from Jahiliyah into Islam
from SEPILIS i.e.secularism,pluralism,liberalism into ISLAM only
Noone's faultless
I always learn Islam by doing it to be a good,better and the best of me anyway

(To Be continued...)